THE INSTIGATOR
the instigator is a mind blowing ann0ying freak!!!
=.=|||
can't believe tat when 1 left an0ther 1 came in..
it's like i can't run away fr0m these things..
is G0d putting me int0 this test?
d0es He wants me t0 g0 al0ng wif this kind 0f thing?
0r d0es He wants t0 change them f0r the better?
H0w sh0uld i put it?
The instigat0r wants t0 test my patience..
My t0lerance againts something that i'm weak 0f..
The s0me0ne that i have s0me s0rt 0f special c0nnecti0n it said? @@ piff!!!!
it's all juz plain poppyc0ck..=.=|||
Yea c0me and mess wif me~
when i was in the car 0n the way t0 the mall s0mething juz strucked my head and said
"Grace, there are m0re where that came fr0m.. Are y0u str0ng enuff t0 face this? 0r d0 u want it t0 push u ar0und and weaken y0u d0wn.. G0 back 2 y0ur busy life.. These are n0t things that y0u want.. Y0u d0n't want any c0mplicati0ns in y0ur s0cial life.. Y0u juz wanna get y0ur hands dirrrrty~ yeah~~"
lo0ks like...
Busy-ness in life IS go0d..
it keeps y0u bucked up and f0rget b0ut many pr0blems..
s0 i'll be thinking b0ut that j0b 0ffer after h0lidays~
n0 d0ubt i'll be suffering during my preparati0n f0r STPM..
but i guess this is the best soluti0n t0 my pr0blems..
and best 0f all.. The Instigator.. l0lxx~
N0w let me think h0w 2 get RID 0f it..
0r maybe B0TH 0f it..~~
they are like c0ming my way in life~
s0me s0rt 0f barrier in between me~
keeping me away fr0m wad i want perhaps?
paying m0re attenti0n 0n The Instigat0r?
wad ab0ut attenti0n t0 me??
hello??? Attenti0n t0 Grace here???
N0NE!!!!!
=.=|||||||
bagaiii batu~ xD
Back to reality:
n0w let me tell u something..
during my preparati0n f0r my mid-year..~
i was already planning wad i sh0uld d0 after the last paper 0n Friday..
i've acc0mplished m0st 0f them..
watching m0vies, cutting my hair, spend tyme wif mummy, YC wif cindy, YC wif wei yang, YC wif many m0re.. but the 0ne that i'm lo0king f0rward t0 the m0st is the 0ne that i have n0t 0r yet 0r will n0t accomplish..
s0mething that i'd rather w0n't tell..
erm.. i'd understand y0u guys are away.. really i d0..
but s0 s0rry 2 say that by the tyme y0u c0me back i'd have n0 tyme t0 spend wif y0u guys anym0re~ erm.. s0 it's neither any1's fault..
i w0uldn't say it's y0ur fault c0z ur juz following 0rders..
well.. n0w i'm following 0rders to0~ n i'm juz s0rry k~
and i've g0t a feeling y0u guys will b busy again when y0u all c0me back~
and i n0e that that day will c0me.. when y0u will be leaving and it'll be the end 0f everything~
byebye!! xD
s0 i've g0t t0 think 0f it~ hahahax~
dun w0rry, i'm a Happy g0 Lucky Pers0n~
I'd accept anything and everything~
juz feed me wif s0mething i believe in and i'm all set t0 g0.. xD
anyways, i'm always better 0ff alone~
understand me plz.. i'm some1 wh0 believe in s0mething that's sh0wn~ n0t said by ppl.. tat's juz stupid.. i'm independant, self-m0tivated and pr0tective 0ver ppl.. tat's y s0me ppl m0ve away fr0m me~ it's been n0rmal f0r me t0 see that situati0n..
it seems that bitterside 0f my em0ti0n has juz arised.. AGAIN.. let me re-emphasize... AGAIN.. hahahax~ Grace y0u stupid fo0l~~
can't believe y0u fell f0r it AGAIN!!! =.=|||||
it's definately a test~ and the nex tyme it c0mes.. i'm so0o0o0o0o0o c0mpletely ready~
s0 i've n0 regrets!! l0lxx~
yerpz.. better off alone~ hehex~ =)
till den, GRAYCY says "i'm miss independant~" to0dles..
=.=|||
can't believe tat when 1 left an0ther 1 came in..
it's like i can't run away fr0m these things..
is G0d putting me int0 this test?
d0es He wants me t0 g0 al0ng wif this kind 0f thing?
0r d0es He wants t0 change them f0r the better?
H0w sh0uld i put it?
The instigat0r wants t0 test my patience..
My t0lerance againts something that i'm weak 0f..
The s0me0ne that i have s0me s0rt 0f special c0nnecti0n it said? @@ piff!!!!
it's all juz plain poppyc0ck..=.=|||
Yea c0me and mess wif me~
when i was in the car 0n the way t0 the mall s0mething juz strucked my head and said
"Grace, there are m0re where that came fr0m.. Are y0u str0ng enuff t0 face this? 0r d0 u want it t0 push u ar0und and weaken y0u d0wn.. G0 back 2 y0ur busy life.. These are n0t things that y0u want.. Y0u d0n't want any c0mplicati0ns in y0ur s0cial life.. Y0u juz wanna get y0ur hands dirrrrty~ yeah~~"
lo0ks like...
Busy-ness in life IS go0d..
it keeps y0u bucked up and f0rget b0ut many pr0blems..
s0 i'll be thinking b0ut that j0b 0ffer after h0lidays~
n0 d0ubt i'll be suffering during my preparati0n f0r STPM..
but i guess this is the best soluti0n t0 my pr0blems..
and best 0f all.. The Instigator.. l0lxx~
N0w let me think h0w 2 get RID 0f it..
0r maybe B0TH 0f it..~~
they are like c0ming my way in life~
s0me s0rt 0f barrier in between me~
keeping me away fr0m wad i want perhaps?
paying m0re attenti0n 0n The Instigat0r?
wad ab0ut attenti0n t0 me??
hello??? Attenti0n t0 Grace here???
N0NE!!!!!
=.=|||||||
bagaiii batu~ xD
Back to reality:
n0w let me tell u something..
during my preparati0n f0r my mid-year..~
i was already planning wad i sh0uld d0 after the last paper 0n Friday..
i've acc0mplished m0st 0f them..
watching m0vies, cutting my hair, spend tyme wif mummy, YC wif cindy, YC wif wei yang, YC wif many m0re.. but the 0ne that i'm lo0king f0rward t0 the m0st is the 0ne that i have n0t 0r yet 0r will n0t accomplish..
s0mething that i'd rather w0n't tell..
it's exactly like regaining consciousness and see n01 there f0r y0u.. especially some1 that y0u expect t0 see...
erm.. i'd understand y0u guys are away.. really i d0..
but s0 s0rry 2 say that by the tyme y0u c0me back i'd have n0 tyme t0 spend wif y0u guys anym0re~ erm.. s0 it's neither any1's fault..
i w0uldn't say it's y0ur fault c0z ur juz following 0rders..
well.. n0w i'm following 0rders to0~ n i'm juz s0rry k~
and i've g0t a feeling y0u guys will b busy again when y0u all c0me back~
and i n0e that that day will c0me.. when y0u will be leaving and it'll be the end 0f everything~
byebye!! xD
s0 i've g0t t0 think 0f it~ hahahax~
dun w0rry, i'm a Happy g0 Lucky Pers0n~
I'd accept anything and everything~
juz feed me wif s0mething i believe in and i'm all set t0 g0.. xD
anyways, i'm always better 0ff alone~
understand me plz.. i'm some1 wh0 believe in s0mething that's sh0wn~ n0t said by ppl.. tat's juz stupid.. i'm independant, self-m0tivated and pr0tective 0ver ppl.. tat's y s0me ppl m0ve away fr0m me~ it's been n0rmal f0r me t0 see that situati0n..
it seems that bitterside 0f my em0ti0n has juz arised.. AGAIN.. let me re-emphasize... AGAIN.. hahahax~ Grace y0u stupid fo0l~~
can't believe y0u fell f0r it AGAIN!!! =.=|||||
it's definately a test~ and the nex tyme it c0mes.. i'm so0o0o0o0o0o c0mpletely ready~
s0 i've n0 regrets!! l0lxx~
yerpz.. better off alone~ hehex~ =)
till den, GRAYCY says "i'm miss independant~" to0dles..
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