What???

It's just tough.. stuck between this... thinking of it every night until i fall asleep.. waking up in the morning and realizing that my problem is not yet over, wondering when will it just end??

It's just tough... being with them, knowing that you'll heart one of them, hoping and praying that she doesn't hurt any at all... rather her herself being hurt then both of them being hurt..

It's just tough... having the question stuck in my head all the time.. no one to tell.. none to share... motivating myself, encouraging myself to work myself out of this problem.. getting along wif ppl around me like normal, but actually in my heart, it's just difficult..

Do i feel the same way? Honestly? Am i sure of myself? You may not doubt me, but I'm doubting myself... and it's a good thing... to avoid me from accusing any1 of wrong except by accusing myself... =)

But... I know that somewhere in my heart, there's just someone and the only one that i'll truly have.. and i'm still trying to figure it out.. let it come to me.. when it does, i hope either party will accept with an open heart no matter what.. that'll show how much every1 cares.. lets see..
and yes... it's just... tough...