hey there ppl~
i can't wait for 2moro.. and after the trip i really have to sit and think of a job!! if not i'm so gonna rot here.. >.<
i'm in Day 4 of my cleaning spree and totally not even close on finishing it.. T-T
hopefully i'll make it b4 CNY.. hahahx~ no surprise it'll take that long though.. xD
so during CNY i can actually let my fwens in my room this time.. hehehx~
i went through some photos when i cleaned the album.. i saw the first few years when i started learning piano.. n totally understood why i couldn't memorize or finding it hard to memorize any sickening piece of the music...
when i was in primary school, my headmaster asks me to enter a music competition..
i was totally freaked out coz that time nobody discovered my talent in music or anything..
therefore i wasn't exposed to performing solo or any sort..
so when i got freaked out, coz without informing me earlier, she actually told me on the last day of entry.. so it's now or never.. and definitely i said NO!!!
but instead, she insisted and drove me to Khoo Academy right away.. in the car i was seriously not ready for any shit recording or any sort...
the moment i step into the academy i ran straight upstairs to find my teacher..
and the song was still so clear in my head "Souvenir Defense - Richard Clayderment"
darn it man.. i din memorize any song and now she's asking me to play that!!!
so i run through the stupid score and tried to stuff everything in my head...
i was so nervous my hands and feet are so cold.. i was shivering and when i was up nex, i sat on the piano and cried.. =.=||||||||||||
that was another darn first time i played on the Pramberger Grand..
anyways, it was a bad memory.. and from that day onwards i swore to myself that i will never ever memorize any piece in my life!!
and yet, i did it during the Roland Music Festival Competition... a 20 mins piece somemore~
i'm proud of myself for being able to get hold of my fears but still, i'm so use to not memorize pieces that till now even small songs i need to look at the score.. =x
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