woops~

hey guys~
yea i know that i'm had my holidays but have not been updating my blog... *sob*
well... i've been busy busy busy~!
after trials already still very busy.. haiyz.~
busy practising the dance for the GN le~
we are performing an indian dance~
so i really apologize sincerely that i din update my blog oh~
hehehx~

oh well~
it seems that alot has been happening dis days~
and it also seems that i'm not even bothered by things around me..
yea i'm talking about expressing it out 2 ppl or commenting on ppl or even like advising ppl..
i'm not really interested in anything right now~
nothing interest me..
it seems that i've been living in a boring ol "i dun care about anything" world..
and i've been sleepy too~ =.=
so boringgg wif the daily routine.. with daily school..
with daily schedule... with daily studies..
there's no challenge.. there's no awesome acitivites..
and there's no more interesting action..
i'm not putting much effort either on my studies after my trials..
it seems that the study mode has been set to "away" again..
hahax~
wondering when will it come back~
after GN i hope~
i'm not really looking forward to GN either..
juz not looking forward to anything~
like i said.. nothing interest me anymore..

but the weirdest thing is..
i'm actually more enjoying it~ xD
i'm no more being distracted that's fer sure~
i'm no more being bragged on..
i'm no more being complaint on..
i'm no more being talked about..
i'm no more the attention..
and i've learnt an important lesson..
being the centre of attention is actually the worst thing tat has happened in my life~
i realized that not being the centre of attention is actually good..
it actually helps u see things more clearly~
it teaches u to be patient..
to think about thought of ppl around u~
and i particularly enjoyed it.. hehex~
tat's definately a good thing..
dat's y i'm avoiding anything tat actually can grab ppl's attention to me~
oh well~
i hope every1 understands this situation and ppl always can change to be the best~ =)