c0nsidered..

i h0pe.. u have made the right decisi0n~
remember, i'm always there f0r y0u...
but first, y0u have t0 get s0me 0f y0ur mind straight to0..

f0r example, y0u dun expect me 2 supp0rt y0u when y0u said that y0u wanna jump d0wn fr0m a building huh??
everything has it's pr0s and c0ns...
i dun wan u 2 lo0k wad's go0d f0r y0u n0w..
lo0k wad it can bring f0r y0u in the future..

every1 thinks that y0u are still childish in making decisi0ns..
i partially agree.. and i think u do 2..
and u n0e that human beings always lo0k 0n the dark side 0f ppl...
never the go0d..
i'm lo0king in b0th and i n0e that s0mewhere deep in ur heart u are trying t0 run away fr0m it..
prevent it fr0m happening..
but instead als0 s0mewhere in ur heart saying that y n0t juz g0 ahead wif it.. i've g0t n0thing 2 lo0se hm?
i n0e that y0u trust it m0re then ur heart.. i understand h0w u feel..
but s0metimes 0r sh0uld i say many times, things juz dun g0 like wad we want them t0 be..
this is the unfairness that all human beings are facing..

and i think that deep d0wn inside u d0 n0e h0w 2 think..
it's juz that y0u make y0urself dun wanna listen t0 the inner part 0f y0u~
u r n0t c0ntr0lling it well~
y0u are falling int0 s0mething to0 easily...
where's y0ur self c0ntr0l?
that's y m0st 0f the time i'm g0ing hard 0n u..
n0t purp0sely 2 treat y0u bad..
but actually hardening y0u~
where's y0ur c0ntr0l 0n it?
ask urself m0re questi0ns.. and this tyme, spent l0ngers tyme t0 decide..~
dun jump int0 quick c0nclusi0ns anym0re..

when y0u ask f0r advise, listen 2 them.. dun prevent them..
take them..
we are still y0ung 2 take less0ns..
everyday we learn.. and we change f0r the better..

G0d is giving y0u a test..~
t0 see if y0u are w0rthy t0 Him..
fail Him and y0u will definately regret...
everyday is a test... it depends 0n h0w y0u take it..
f0r me, i'm always tested 0n my patience..
and thanks t0 Him, i've learnt t0 c0ntr0l it very well..
and i've pr0ved many ppl wr0ng b0ut my unc0ntr0lled temper.. especially my parents..~
ppl change..~
G0d wants t0 c h0w str0ng are y0u in life...
He wants y0u 2 see h0w blessed y0u actually are wif s0 many friends ar0und y0u..
He wants y0u 2 lo0k at the bright side..
st0p finding f0r it and it will c0me t0 y0u..
st0p asking f0r it and it will c0me t0 y0u..
it's a challenge.. and 0ur lives will never b c0mplete with0ut them~
where's y0ur faith??
where's y0ur believe??
if it's n0t c0z 0f me reminding y0u all these it will juz simply slip away fr0m y0ur life and the fire in y0u will juz st0p burning..~

pray harder~
trust harder~
remember, G0d L0ves Y0u~

specially dedicated 2 my best friend.. =)