light-headed

hey~~ (sigh)
i feel like everything that revolved around me during my life practically has my name written on the 'it's ur fault' list...
n0 w0nder ppl attempted suicide..
was it me being too s0ft hearted about everything?
was it me letting ppl taking advantage on?
nowadays i daydream to0 much..
starring at mid-air, blank headed..
to0 much t0 c0pe with..
thinking h0w lucky 0thers was.. ~~
but yet thinking h0w unlucky ppl wh0 d0esn't even have a h0me 0r family.. or even friends...
that always kept me goin and n0t giving up..

but it seems that barely any1 ar0und me realizes this...
some dun even have a heart and even pr0ud 0f it i d0n't n0e y..

i juz nid ppl to understand.. n0t 0nly 0ne..
but especially ones wh0 are cl0se t0 me...

where are my friends?

anywayx.. let's lo0k at the bright side..~~
lo0k wad th0se semsas ppl did t0 my drumstick. @@