understand?

it seems like my brain do n0t have that much capacity...
and it lo0ks like my heart to0 d0 n0t have that much either..

sumtimes i asked myself y? d0 i have t0 d0 all this things..
wh0 izzit f0r anyway??
i want my life 2 b like a n0rmal teenager...
i want to enj0y my y0unger self as much as i can...
as L0NG as i can, but i've n0t been given a chance at all..
what calling is this? was it my choice?

0NCE A UP0N A TIME, THERE WAS S0ME0NE:

wh0 made me realized that my talent was n0thing t0 waste..
wh0 made me 0pened my mind t0 the 0utside w0rld..
wh0 made me cry f0r my future..
wh0 made me craz 0ver my unt0uched dream..
wh0 trapped me in A cage...
wh0 treated me like a slave..
wh0 seduced me with m0ney much??? (n0t w0rking)
wh0 never LISTENS (n0w)
wh0 never UNDERSTANDS (n0w)
wh0 gave up 0n me n0w
but still finding f0r me when there r problems..
wh0's getting m0re and m0re greedy..
wh0's getting m0re and m0re 'ai bin'..
wh0 never cares anym0re..

s0 den i realized that talking t0 that particular pers0n is n0 m0re in use.. because i can d0 much better things then him... s0 h0w i sh0w my respect? diam je lah~~


lo0k at my schedule 2moro:
g0 scho0l in the m0rnin,
Irene 2syen at 12.30pm...
halfway irene 3.30pm g0 KA..
then later rush 2 Semsas till 11++

i'm g0nna fake all the smiles i g0t...
never think 0f suicide... ok?