music is juz not in my blood...

come to think of it...
mayb mum was right dat i should'nt g0 f0r the music line although i wanted it so much..
i juz realized tat it's n0t in my blo0d...
i'm so called 'go0d' juz because i started to bring music into my life since i was 5..
since then i was totally into it....
music was my game...
and ever since i joined the band it really craved into my heart..
music was my life...
yea...it WAS....
and so0n everything is g0in t0 end...juz 0ut 0f thin air....

MAYBE:
it's juz an illusion..
it's juz a dream...
it's juz encouragement from friends and families
it's juz support from the ones i love..
it's juz n0t my kind...

I DON'T HAVE THE TALENT...I JUZ HAVE THE HOPE AND FAITH...MUSIC IS JUST NOT IN MY BLOOD....

thankx for all the great support my friends...u guys were always the best...
but it's time for me to step over...and dis time not coming back...
sorry if i did anything wrong or upset all of u...
i'll miss all the memories... miss them lots...

--stepping f0rward to the casualty of life--

no more music for me...